Today...

Went to school this morning to talk to both course coordinators....
First one was Mechanical course coordinator and another one is Electrical course coordinator....
Who ask me study Mechatronics le so need to ask for advises from both coordinators....
I talked with mechanical coordinator, Helen Frost first and she told me that since I was in my last semester and unfortunately I fail one unit and I couldnt graduate so she allows me to sit for supplementary paper....
but she told me to talk to electrical coordinator too....
Electrical coordinator agreed to let me sit for supplementary paper too...
I feel relief....
There advantage and disadvantage with supplementary paper...
Its I either pass or fail which means that the max mark I can get is 50...
My heart think.... WHO CARES???
I just want to graduate and get out from this stupid engineering nightmare...
I might be rude... but this was what I think at that moment...
From fill in the form, paid for the supplementary paper, and summit the form, I think maybe this is how I should end my degree life...
Certain of obstacles and difficulties so that I can make good use of my engineering knowledge...
Then I can console people who has the same experience with me...
Then I can understand how they feel...
I feel like I can understand a lot of feeling now...

For example:
1. Panic attack before or during exams...
2. Know how people feel when people say that.. haiya, convo only mah... convo preparation so ma fan... who cares.... I dont even care about convo...
3. The feeling got console by people make you realize that got friends care about you...
4. Hate those top students said that they scare fail in exams...
5. Hate those people who say the exam so easy, why you fail in the exam...

Still have more but I dunno how to write it out...
I believe that there are a lot of people who understand what I talk above...
You might be one of those victims or you might be the one who criticize people....
But no matter who you are....
Try to think before you talk....
Your words might affect a person feeling....
Not everyone are like 'you' who has high IQ and score well in the exams....
Try to care about others feeling...
Dont be so arrogant and hurt others ya....

You might be not agree with my opinions and aggressive but its my blog.... FREE TO TALK... XD
Hope everyone is happy and healthy there...
Good night...