Wuhoo... Look like I din update this blog for a couple of weeks ad...
I always want to update the blog but I could not think of anything to write lately...
My mind was blank...
Maybe too many labs and mid sem tests that I needed to cover last few weeks...
Its around 3am now...
Slept for awhile but woke up again...
Its actually pretty hard for me to be insomnia but dunno why could not sleep tonight...
A lot of things ran into my mind once I woke up....
A lot of conversations that I had with my friends this couple of weeks...
Some are sad, some are happy and some are crappy...
I still remember that my male friend told me that something that I think guys and gals are the same...
He: enggui, Im quite fan lately...
Me: what you fan so much lately?
He: I think Im a gal instead of a guy le...
Me: haha.... why do you think so??? what make you think that you are a gal??
He: cause lately I din really talk much... feel depress... cant do much thing... I din talk to anyone for 1-2 days le...
Me: hrmm... sound like something is troubling you wor....
He: actually... nothing is troubling me but I just din want to talk with anyone...
Me: sometime, its pretty normal that a guy din talk much in one or two days geh.... maybe guys need to rest also... or you can think that gals will have period every month and guys will have emo days every month too...
He: hrmm... yalu... why like that de ahh....
Me: cause you din tell people about your problem.. cause you close yourself up... cause you din go out and mix with other friends.. try to be more cheerful and not be pessimistic.. you can be happier if you tell someone that you trust about your problems... I dunno what can I help you but at least I will listen to you....
He: maybe you are right... there are a couple of days every month that guy din talk much...
Me: laugh la... We still have some labs to rush... lets haha together so that we can finish our labs...
End up.. we din do much things but went for lunch together and ignore the lab... XD
some people say that gals are very hard to understand and can change their mind and emotions like weather...
for me... guys and gals are the same.... I have some male friends that they change their minds like weather too.. first few minutes can be very happy but after a few minutes will be very sad....
hrmmm.... the night is so quiet and so cold...
Listen to Norah Jones... quite nice... quite relax...
but still.... I couldnt sleep...
What should I do??
Dont feel like studying, reading or play game...
Maybe listen to songs and feel the air flowing in my room...
Have you ever tried to ly on the bed or sit on your chair and close your eyes and listen to songs??
Of course not those sad songs...
Those songs will only make the night even worst....
Try to choose some songs that are slow, good rhythm and relax songs...
I personally like Norah Jones...
I dont really listen to what she sings but I like the the way she sings and the music she plays...
hualala.... cold cold and late ad....
Time to go back to roll in my bed cause its really really really cold now... haha....
Wish those people who just graduated manage to get a job soon....
Wish those people who are having final exam will pass with flying colours....
Wish everyone is healthy and happy....
I'm going to get a job offer very soon
12 years ago
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